2010-03-22 13:11:15 UTC
The Qur'an says that god has placed a seal over the hearts of those who are persistent in sin and arrogance, which describes the factors leading to me becoming atheist as a teenager. I disagreed with rules in the Bible regarding sin (I'm ex-Catholic) and it compelled me to reject god altogether. Did I really disbelieve or did I reject him because of his teachings? Whatever the case, my heart is sealed.
But what about when I was only a child? Before that, when I was seven years old I questioned the existence of god and especially the afterlife. I had been brought up to believe it but deep down I couldn't. Why would my heart have begun to be sealed then when I was not persistent in sin or arrogance?
Another question, if one's heart is sealed because of persistence in sin and arrogance, is there a way to have it unsealed or is someone stuck like that forever?